Friday, November 23, 2012

Now I see it.

Every relationship cools a little eventually. It's just something you have to understand and allow for. But for me, there was a voice in my head saying that as soon as there was a commitment, the love my partner felt for me would fade and vanish. Like it did with both my ex-wives. With my girlfriend, everything that brought us closer freaked me out. I saw superficialities like looks as more lasting than her love. I wish I had seen it sooner. I can't attempt a serious relationship unless/until I fix this.


  1. Could it be a little of both? You have some leftover damage and in some ways this woman wasn't for you?

  2. i dont know if i could ever get involved in an intimate relationship after my divorce becouse Im still in love with her and she knows it and is still on the rampage... but i will be myself though out all this.
    I may be Missing in action, but i eill always love her and could never replace her with anyone or anything. even to this day i search for her in my dreams, the only place i cannot help myself.