tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7616558788482418353.post8081398175640706264..comments2018-06-03T02:13:49.956-04:00Comments on Abstinent Sexblog: Why the fuck do I have to be so loyal?UncommonMurrehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08999723370789881734noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7616558788482418353.post-44926066264491266842011-11-16T10:45:07.946-05:002011-11-16T10:45:07.946-05:00Thanks Candice! Yeah, I think in the normal case,...Thanks Candice! Yeah, I think in the normal case, people's anger and feelings of betrayal sever the connection for them. In my case I have always turned away from those feelings and pushed them down, so the normal mechanisms have not been able to operate.AndrewVanbergenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14923434958244441857noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7616558788482418353.post-81852454002743025252011-11-16T06:46:06.847-05:002011-11-16T06:46:06.847-05:00Hello M - I think I understand the place you are i...Hello M - I think I understand the place you are in. <br /><br />I think we all have inside us a switch that causes pair bonding and is very hard to switch off. I've noticed it in myself. Loyalty is sort of like a natural state. It takes a couple of years for your subconscious to detach. Try thinking of the things you did not like about the lady or some incompatibility everytime you start thinking positive things. Eventually you will be ready to move on. I think God will understand - but of course don't be hateful, just honest with yourself. Hope that helps! :-) CCandicehttp://candicewing.blogspot.com/noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7616558788482418353.post-50932755456692263322011-11-13T22:18:31.067-05:002011-11-13T22:18:31.067-05:00Oh, I think I can explain the unnatural continuing...Oh, I think I can explain the unnatural continuing attachment. There's lots of reasons, like she's beautiful, and still nice to me though not very forthcoming, and a fascinating person. But mainly, I suppose, it's the fact that in my efforts to make sure I never fail in love for my neighbor (her), I tend to take all the blame for everything that went wrong. And that is something I have to fix in this case; I have to start being more fair to me.<br /><br />First thing, I think, is the fact that she never told her husband what she wanted sexually but did tell some other guy? That was WRONG. I'm sure the story's not so simple, probably he helped her to realize it, but still.AndrewVanbergenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14923434958244441857noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7616558788482418353.post-3356314732147587692011-11-13T21:55:38.792-05:002011-11-13T21:55:38.792-05:00You ever think it is not just you causing this unn...You ever think it is not just <b>you</b> causing this unnatural continuing attachment to your ex please e-mail one of us.<br /><br />We pray for you daily anyway and are willing to add more spiritual "muscle" if need be.Odysseushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16710666926746925370noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7616558788482418353.post-46677333852264156472011-11-13T19:04:00.721-05:002011-11-13T19:04:00.721-05:00Odysseus, thank you and HH both! My ex has abando...Odysseus, thank you and HH both! My ex has abandoned her Christianity, and believing in Satan and devils as I do I assume they are always involved in such a thing. But I don't think that has anything to do with my pain.<br /><br />For me, there really isn't a situation besides my inability to let go properly. Far as I can tell, they're both very happy, and that ought to be the extent of it for me. Admittedly, it really was lousy timing for me to decide to look. It's still something that can be cured/overcome by love.AndrewVanbergenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14923434958244441857noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7616558788482418353.post-73463676675696504252011-11-13T16:51:07.580-05:002011-11-13T16:51:07.580-05:00Loyalty must be deserved my friend.
It is difficu...Loyalty must be deserved my friend.<br /><br />It is difficult to get a proper read on these things from several states away, but my instincts(and HH's) are screaming that the situation with your ex is something more diabolical. I don't believe the problem is with you.Odysseushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16710666926746925370noreply@blogger.com